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Name: Mercedes
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Currently Listening
It Won't Be Soon Before Long
By Maroon 5
Can't Stop
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i can go back and forth through time

last night i was dreaming abut the time that my boyfriends and i met. here's what happened:

Hunter and I were at a beach party. We had a few mutual friends, and had seen each other around a few times. He was a senior in college, and it was my first year. i thought he was handsome--he was tall and athletically built. Upon the insistance of my best friend, I walked over to where he was and formally introduced myself. He told my that he was happy that I had doen that because he had been crushing on me for a while, and he was too nervous to talk to me. Then, we started talking and eventually decided to get together.

After that scene, it went to this scene, which excited me a bit. It seemed like it hadn't happened yet. Here it is:

Hunter took me to a really fancy restaurant, only we were the only two there. In the middle of the banquet room was a table for us.......(then it gets cut off and when it comes back this happens) Hunter and I are talkign with another couple who seem to be our neighbors.

Then, I woke up and realized that i had my hands on Hunter's shoulders. I tried to grasp what had just happened. I then realized that the first seqence in teh dream had actually occured. Thatr was exactly how we met. That was a three years ago. Then, I thought that maybe the second sequences would happen. But, I can't tell because i went in and out of them a lot. And, a lot was cut out! And, actually the dream seemed a lot longer, and I think it was but I can't remember.

When Hunter woke up I told him about it. He was really concerned that I had taken the promicin shot without telling him. But, then he thought it would be a good idea to try to see if it worked when I was awake too. So, I reached my hand out to touch his arm, and nothing happened. I tried with a friend of mine (who knew I had taken the shot) and I saw something from his past about he and his girlfriend (that I didn't know about) but, i kept going in and out fo the scene.

So, I guess that I have to wait a little loger to get the full effect of my ability, but I'm happy somehting is beginning to flourish from it!!

 

 


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

so, i took it

and at first i felt this chill run down my sine. but, that could have been from the fear and anxiety and not from the shot.

then, a few minutes went by and i felt short of breath. i paniced a little, thought of going to my neighbors and asking for help, but before i could reach the door, it passed. i walked back to my bed, sat down, and prayed that i didn't make a mistake. then, i felt this rush of fatigue, and i fell asleep.

obviiously, i'm okay though, cuz i'm writing here. and, not much else has happened. i guess i just have to wait it out.

by the way, i haven't told anyone (not my family or boyfriend)! but, i want to wait until something happens, whether i get an ability or not, before i tell them!!


Currently Listening
It Won't Be Soon Before Long
By Maroon 5
Makes Me Wonder
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So, I'm thinking about it!!

i  had this dream that after i took promicin i would be able to time travel. it was really surreal.

in the dream i was able to go through time from 1-10 years backwards or forwards from whomever i was touching.

then, i woke up and made the decision to actually take it. but, i haven't gotten the shot yet!